Time To Break "The Cycle"

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to leave everyone and everything I love to take an adventure that changes my life. I like to dream about what crazy thing I would find myself doing, but then I wake up from my daydream and consider how I don't actually want to do this. I love my life, I'm just stuck in this cycle of do

ing the same things day in and day out.

I go to work.

I come home and study.

I go to class.

I come home and study.

I make my bed.

I clean my room.

I eat dinner and take a shower.

I go to bed.

I wake up and do it all over again.

I seem to be in the tedious cycle of "life". Yet, I've always told myself I never want to fall into the "cycle of life". I don't want a 9-5. I want to live life and have fun, but have stability and enjoy doing whatever I want to do.

As I'm writing this I have 115 days until I graduate college. 115 days to be the "reckless, fun, time of my life" college student. Yet, that life doesn't sound exciting to me either. So, I've devoted the next 100 days to live my life to the fullest. To get up early everyday and make myself the happiest person I can be. 100 days to build the healthy recipe book I've wanted. 100 days to get into the routine of working out, a lot. 100 days to write as much as I can about the life I'm going to build. 100 days, that's it. And when those 100 days are over, I'll have 15 days to decide where I'm going, what I'm doing and how I want to continue to live.

I want to build a life in 100 days that I'll never be able to leave behind.

By December 17, 2022 I want to understand what my body needs to lead a healthy life. I want to understand what my mind needs to be happy, to be excited to get out of bed. I want to know what income I need to keep my savings and bank account flowing and not living paycheck to paycheck.

And I want to take my blog with me. Over the last 2 years I've committed to this, but never entirely meant it. I've said I wanted to do it but have never had a plan. I want to look back after these 100 days

and see where I grew and how I changed my life.

I'm in a new home, with new goals, and a growth path so large I can't even fathom where it ends. And so I'm starting my "rest of my life" journey. The journey to grow and become who I want and what I want, regardless of what gets thrown at me.

Love,

Tori